Abstract

Saggar recalled a patient who … asked, “Doctor, do you really think I have COVID?” At that point, Saggar wasn’t sure. He told him they were being “extra cautious.” About 10 days later, the patient was dead. “That still haunts me,” Saggar said.Infectious disease specialist Dr. Suraj Saggar says he is “haunted”. We cannot tell precisely what haunts him: the death of his patient, or his in-ability, 10 days earlier, to say for certain whether the patient was infected with the new coronavirus. Probably the two merge, so that for him the sadness and horror we all feel when a person we know suddenly dies is inseparable from the particular guilty grief he feels as a doctor, not simply for being unable to save a...