Artworks always carry traces of the unconscious of their creators, any artwork could not occur abstracted from the unconscious of their creators. Osman Fahri a poet, who ended his life at the age of 30. Poems, written by him between 19091920 for his great love Sukufe Nihal. This study examines chronological the impressions of that great love that brought the poet to suicide, his feelings of love pain that reflected his outturn, the transformation of the life drive into death drive (...) and once for all longing for mother that vindicate the proposition: revert to first love. Especially the poems written by Osman Fahri between the years of 1916-1919 written under the influence of death drive, he wishes and phantasies his own death. (shrink)